Month 1

(I am writing these late, i didn't get the brilliant idea of keep a blog journal until 5 months after my husband has been gone) This month wasn't very hard for me. Things still felt semi-normal in my house hold minus the husband. He was out in the field with his unit doing training and they were not able to come home those nights. To keep my self busy i signed up for college! I am either really motivated and have my shit together or i'm insane and should expect a melt down in the near future. Either way, here we GO!!! My mother in law took the boys and I to see a movie. We had a blast and the boys did amazingly well. I went through my Facebook posts and found some of my posts about how life was while he was gone. Apparently this month wasn't as easy as i thought it was, i blame my mental state on my heritage :) December 5, 2012 I have started to realize i'm probably crazy (i know, it took me a while). Every night while i'm in the shower i SWEAR i hear someone breaking into the house and at night i SWEAR someone is about to bust down my master bedroom doors and smother me in the night. conclusion: i need Patrick in bed next to me so i'm a sane person. now ill just sign and notarize this and send it to his commanding officer. That should do the trick Brittnay Sears December 21, 2012 via mobile Nothing like a little dance off with my three men to make this mamas crappy day a little brighter. So lucky to have them! December is not my month! first Patrick leaves, I find out im pregnant, then find out its twins! then find out they are ectopic, having to deal with all the medical stuff that goes along with that. Then we get into a car accident today, i get a ticket and then come home to find out that the toilet in the master bathroom has been leaking all day while i was out! Im looking forward to 2013 and am hopeful that it will be a great year!