Month 2

Classes for school start on the 19th! Thank goodness some of my professors posted their class a few days early so i could get a jump start. I go back and fourth on whether i think i made the right choice to start school while my husband is deployed. Some days i feel like "i got this" and others id like to run away. My husband is now in Texas with his unit preparing for their year long vacation (JOKING). I have been a Pinterest addict, looking up different ideas for care packages. Honestly i haven't found any that i like so i'm just going to wing it. Before my husband left, his unit had a going away ceremony. I have never been to one since this is our first deployment but i thought it would have been a bigger deal to most of the families and such that attended. It didn't seem that way, very laid back and casual. Is that how they usually are? maybe i was reading everyone wrong and they were actually just trying to stay strong for their loved one. Seeing my husband in formation standing behind the American flag really hit a soft spot for me. i couldn't help but have this sense of pride for what my husband was about to do. I thought "What an amazing man he is". I just wanted to scream "Hell YEAH, that's my MAN. Go baby WHOOOO" but that would have been extremely inappropriate (I did it in my head, along with a chest shimmy).